Daan

Daan.. shabd apne aap bahut kuchh samaye baitha h.. maa ne apne haath ki rotiyan daan di thi aur baap ne apne wo pese Jo mehnat se kamaye the.. Yun khadi hui thi ekk ladki apne pairon pe, bss galti uski itni thi k wo pyaar kr baithi.. galti uski itni k sach bol baithi unke saamne jise wo bhagwaan maanti thi.. Jin hothon ne use loriyaan sunai wo aaj apshabd de rhi thi daan me, Jin haathon ko pakad k wo chalna seekhi thi usne hi use de diya agnidaan mein.. ye daan aisa hi q hota h, q koi insaaniyat nahi deta daan me taaki waapsi me use insaaniyat hi mile..

जीने की चाह

बंगले की कोठरी में जब उनकी नींद टूटी तो सामने खड़े इंसान को देख के वो अभी भी अपनी आंखो विश्वास नहीं कर पा रहीं थी। उनके जीवन के अन्तिम चरण में वो कैसे अपने सबसे ज्यादा प्रिय व्यक्ति के सामने थी, किस कारण ने उनके बेटे को विदेश से यहां गांव में खींच लाया था।
हालांकि, उनके पति के गुजरने के बाद उनकी जीने इच्छा खत्म हो गई थी, और जिसकी उम्मीद उन्हें कभी नहीं थी। करीब पंद्रह वर्षों के बाद उनका बेटा लौट  आया था पर अब समय ही कहा था के वो कुछ कह सके। जिस बेटे की सबसे ज्यादा आवश्यकता उन्हें उन दिनों में थी, आज वही बेटा उनके सामने था पर ना तो जीने की इच्छा थी और न ही वो शक्ति मानो शरीर और आत्मा दोनों ने ही निश्चय कर लिया हो के अब और नहीं। आंखों में अश्रु भरे बस सुशीला जी इतना ही बोल पाई "अब तू जो चाहे वो कर सकता है बेटा, चाहे तो मेरे पति के प्यार से सींचे हुऐ खेतो को संजो के रखे या उन्हें बेंच के और अपनी माटी छोड़ के विदेश चला जा। अब मैं और न तो कुछ कह सकती हूं न ही कर सकती हूं।" मशीन में तो दिल की धड़कन अभी भी दिख रहीं थीं लेकिन सुशीला की जीने की चाह अब समाप्त हो चुकी थी।
बेटा रात भर उनके पास ही रहता था, पछतावा उसे भी था मानो पर वो कुछ कह नहीं पा रहा था। वो वहीं बिस्तर के पास पड़े कुर्सी पर सो गया, आंखों के कोने से आसुओं की धारा सी बह गई। मां ने जब बिस्तर टटोला तो ठंडी सी आह भरी के अब वो चैन से जा सकती है।
सुबह होने में अब देर थी, ज्योही बेटे ने आंख खोली तो देखा के मां के ऑक्सीजन मास्क उनके हाथों में था, सांसे बंद थीं लेकिन चेहरे पे मुस्कान थी और कोई शिकन नहीं था।
बेटे के आंखों में पछतावे के अश्रु के सिवा सिर्फ उनका मृत शरीर उनका अपना था, बाकी तो बस दुनियादारी जिसको सुशीला जी न जाने कब का त्याग चुकी थीं।

Akelaapan

Tum Jo nahi ho,
to mere saath h ye akelapan...
Kisi se Na Jo mila,
isse mila mjhe wo apnapan...

Dil k kone me sisakti h jo,
kehte h jise mann ka sunapan...
Sach k aaine ne dikhaya jo,
dekh k darr gayi mai wo darpan...

Tujhse bichhadne k baad jo,
mili mujhe wo tadpan...
Akele me chhup k rota jo,
wo h mera saada ladakpan...

Chhoot gaya mjhse jo,
kya mera tha hi nhi wo bachpan...
Tod diya har rishta jo,
Kya mera tha hi nhi wo daaman...

Jahan sirf meri hasi thi,
suna pada h wo aangan...
Likhoo kya mai apne jakhmo ko,
har baar lafz hi pad jaate h kam...

I'm a girl; I'm the beauty & I'm the beast

Today whatever happened was out of my thinking level, everything which came into my mind was it was my fault and my parents and my grandparents and also my forefathers. Yeah! it was because it was them who didn't kill me when I was about to come in this world.

OK, now mistake was bidden; so I was thinking about the solution. All it came into my mind was all women should cut off their breast so, as to confirm their safety because our men on earth are neither men nor women (now, everything is understood; nothing to say.)

Huh! I'm tired of being women, but I'm not. Sorry men, I'm much stronger than you could ever imagine. I'll neither ask for help nor I'll complain because I'm capable of solving mine problem on my own. All the best to me and those who come into my way get prepared they have to suffer if they do anything which is against my self-respect.

साथ

तेरा साथ मेरा हर वक्त खास है,

तेरे बाँहों के घेरे में एक सुकून का एहसास है।  

जो देखूँ तेरी आँखों में दिल फिर से धड़क जाता है,

न जाने इनमें ऐसी कौन सी बात है। 

बस सोचता हूँ थम जाए ये पल वहीं ,

जब तू मेरे साथ हो। 

जी भर के तुझे प्यार करुँ और न बिछड़ने का एहसास हो,

खो जाऊँ तेरे इन आँखों की गेहराइयों में,

गुम हो जाऊँ कहीं तेरी जुल्फों की छाओं में,

कर सकूँ तुझे इतना प्यार की तेरी हर उदासी को दूर कर दूँ। 

मैं भुला दूँ तेरे सभी गमों को और खुशी का जहाँ दूँ। 

फिर न  गम होगा न कोई उदासी होगी। 

फिर न मुझे कुछ पाने की ख्वाइश होगी। 

बैठी रहे तू मेरे पास मेरी बाँहों में ,

और थम जाये ये पल  वहीँ,

 जब तू मेरे साथ हो। 

Where to lie "Love or Hatred"

Ever confused terminology; religion or region which one makes us to hate or love someone.
Firstly discussing over the "religion" the most conflicting topic in each & every era. Sometimes I had hatred feeling for Hindus, as not I am Muslim (because I am Hindu & I am proud of following it). Perceptually each & every person have proud on their religion. Coming to the point, when I hate Hindu, the only reason is the sins they commit. Hindus are doing a lot of sins, rather of getting afraid of god they commit variety of sins.
Some decades ago, Hindus justifies patriotism for the country named "Hindustan" but being Hindu, how much contribution I made? Being a Hindu I still ask a question that why my ancestors have wrong point of view regarding Muslims.
The sacrifices given at the time of freedom were equal from both the side. Oh! I forgot that
our Hindu brothers will say "no we made more sacrifices than them". So, my answer will be if 20 persons are sacrificing among 100 Hindus will be as same as 2 persons sacrificing among 10 Muslims.
Yeah! today the scenario is changing day-by-day although it will take centuries more but one day will come when we all be "together".
It's not like I am supporting any religion, it's just I'm keeping my point of view regarding all (oh! some may think who am I to judge but again I want to say I am not judging too).
Now coming to the another most important phase "Muslims" the religion says a lot of good thing but why people don't follow them is the only question which is out of my head. Islam says to spread love, to respect women and a lot another good thing. Sacrifices by them were significant. In fact they lost more, at the time of "division". Why this division took place? Just because of some misunderstanding and some fools decision that India is not their country and some other fools that India is only their copyright. Is this what religion teaches then I literally don't believe in any religion I just know two thing which are important and matters to me the first is "right" and the second is "wrong".
Leave; all religion supports humanity. In which religion it is written that boys are the pillars of development. In which religion it is written to kill girl-child, achievement will be heaven. In which religion it is written that raping a girl makes you the "real man".

I want to ask in which religion it is written that killing human-beings gives power? I just want to ask all the person over the world that which of our holy book teaches us that "Hindus must humiliate Muslims", "Sikhs must kill Muslims" & "Muslims must humiliate Hindus & Sikhs also".

And in the end "what are the point of views from everyone over the world that taking "Revenge" equalizes the loss, pain and sorrow".

Unconditional love

There's nothing like if you are single, you can't celebrate valentine's day..
Spend it with your room-mates, by taking a sip of tea..it's really amazing..
Spend it with your friends, those who r really your friends and care fr(it makes feel special)
Spend it with your mom, the only true love that exists unconditionally..

Warning: Do not fell in the bullshit love which is defined by today's generation.
It always contains some conditions like physical appearance, time and money.
No understanding. No loyalty. and No trust exists between them.